Pouring down, blood rain is pouring down…I turn my face towards the sky to taste the sweet nectar on my tongue….smiling as I remembered the cause of this joyous occasion…your pain, my hands… your bleeding heart in my palm of my hands…rain is pouring down…blood rain is pouring down.
I hate you, every time I see you I become sick to my stomach, you are like a plague that refuse to leave, you’re a sore that hurts when I least expect it, like a virus that shows no mercy killing everything in its path.
I hate you, you have ruined my life and my dreams…now you take the one thing that my heart desires the most…my saNity. I hate you, I would be rid of you… I would be rid of you even if it means that I suffer for awhile longer.
I hate you and soon you will be out of my life forever…my Demon.
Your laughter burns my ears, in addition it causes me to experience a bitter taste in my mouth which makes my stomach churn.
Your smiles are like thorns tearing into my flesh pulling my skin piece by piece while cleverly pouring poison into my wounds.
Your voice is a piercing sound shattering my brain like glass, causing my hands to involuntarily grab my face as I force my fingers into the sockets of my eyes grabbing and pulling harshly on my eyeballs until they dislodge.
Your whole being causes me pain and misery, so why must you continue to exist?
I remember you…You broke my heart at a very young age.
I saw you… You ignored me when I was drowning and laughed in my face.
I felt you…You stabbed me in my gut when I was down and watched as I bleed to death.
I heard you…You shouted my name as I took up the gun. ”Do it!” you said with a cunning smile.
…As I looked closer…I saw Myself…I saw you, I saw me…
I am my own enemy.
*Critical Condition*…only you can shatter my heart into a million pieces with simple words spoken…as the pain engulfs me, I’m torn and broken
…with the splinters running through my veins I have no hope of recovery, my body is numb and darkens is upon me.
**Comatose**…only you can make my soul weep with the sound of your voice, only you can make my body shiver by your weapon of choice …”how do I save you?” you whisper in my ear with hope …But only you know the answer to what your spoken words have invoked.