I get nervous when I talk, it’s like someone has a gun to my head and is about to pull the trigger. My heart races my pulse quickens and my sweat glands pours my heart out like tears.
I get nervous when I talk, to give you my opinion is like cutting myself and giving you my blood…It’s hard to talk about my feelings, it’s hard to open up, it’s hard to surrender my all.
My heart is tearing…**RIP** …I look into your face filled with the look of betrayal **RIP**your lips are covered with a thick coating of goodbyes **RIP ** I open my fingers to let the pieces of my heart fall to your feet, then I turn and walk away. Looking over my shoulder I cringe as I watch you walk over the pieces of my heart…my chest begins to burn and my heart gives up…sinking slowly to my death I close my eyes and whisper “I truly love you.”
To my heart,
Please don’t stop beating, your presence keeps me grounded, the sound of your humming soothes my rage
My heart, please don’t stop smiling, you make my life worth living feeding my soul from your glowing energy
Please do t stop, my heart…please.
I didn’t want it, it was you who asked for the ride and I complied…I didn’t want it, you said it was right and I said you may be right…I didn’t want it, now it’s here to stay and I want to run away…Hell, I didn’t want it, you said it’s my fault but did you not read the clause? I said that I didn’t want it.
Nothing is forever, nothing will ever be perfect…
the right moment is a dream, the pain will come to engulf you when you least expect it and then your joy will be shattered like fragile china…
harmony will never be felt because of the storm raging so close to the surface…
nothing is forever and forever means nothing.